what do you say?

To the man who pulled you into the light? When he cannot offer you more than what you have now. And another wonderful person comes into the picture, and this man who brought you back to life specifically tells you not to get involved with them?

How do you balance? What if this actually becomes something? How do I explain to H? My heart is absolutely in pieces over the thought of him thinking less of me for this thing I endeavor to take on.